Monday, September 12, 2011
hey everyone,
i'm back...
past few months, everything was going smoothly...
till now, having him by my side was perfect...
he's right somehow, he ain't my boyfie so i should not treat him extraodinary
but somehow, i had a strong feeling tat he'll be mine...
its an uncertain feeling which i can't get a direct answers for now...
i pray hoping that this will last...
ilyb... super much... :)
have faith, xiiao an!!
cheers!
oh wait wait,
p/s: i finally noe why xxx is your enemy... cause, xxx hurts me too... >:(
till then people... :)
have a nice day! :D
Sunday, June 26, 2011
seriously, i used to think highly of you...
thinking tat you're a great leader. a great... *think*
oh well, it does not matter anymore...
you totally lose my respect...
shame on you...
so what you're big??
you don't treat people equally...
i hate you when you always jump into conclusion...
get the facts right la...
don't make me look down on you...
people give in and take...
don't too much...
you're forcing people to quit...
i see how long you can last...
i won't look upon you with respect anymore...
not as much as before...
you don't deserve...
till then people... :)
Sunday, January 16, 2011
the guy whom i once know,
the guys whom i love,
the guy who always give in to me,
the guy who love me and so do i,
the guy who hugs me.....
please come back to me...
i miss you...
i miss the old you...
you never scold me...
but now you do...
i love the old you...
i wan the old you...
i just wanna love the old you...
please come back to me...
i love you!
Monday, December 13, 2010
once again...
i realize tat life without him was not complete...
i almost wanted to give up in him...
maybe i should...
but my heart isn't willing to let go...
is it because of time or is it because i'm soo loving it when he's with me...
if wanna say depended on him then no!
if it was before then ya...
i've depended on him too much...
but time after time he let go of my hand and let me learn how to walk...
though is the hard way,
i guess more or less i have learn...
minds are so complicated...
and so is hearts and feelings...
1 minute you're in hatred
the other minute you're soooo in love...
different people have different life style...
i should treasure all friendship...
everyone has let me learn alot...
especially you... though is the hard way,
i understands things... more or less la...
p/s: got soft way to teach then use soft way... hard way very hurting... always leads to misery and crys...
i thank god for all my friends... thank you everyone for proving to me that friends' trust have to earn... its something money can't buy... lying is not a good way to earn people's trust... and i noe you won't too... ♡
Friday, December 10, 2010
Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud? You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.
i found this in my friend's blog.... i feel is like happening in real life...
Friday, November 26, 2010
today i went jusco with 3 of us, tine and her mummy...
we all really had fun lo...
lots of laughter the whole time...
we plan to spend 1 hour there...
then ended up few hours...
first hour we went to see electrical stuff then go see clothes...
i saw a jacket...
pretty le...
but didn't buy... :(
then we went eat kfc...
me and mei eat snack plate...
bro eat chicken rice...
tine... *thinking*
oh ya, she eat snack box... xD
then i saw my friend
v: i saw my friend... she's in your school rite?!
a: ya... she's a st.john'er too...
tine: later say hi le... don't so rude...
a: don't have that habit le...
thinking * last time j and his bro says hi*
a: what should i say? hi or bye?
v: anything la...
g: since we going edi say bye la...
*walk past friend*
v: *say to friend* bye bye
g: *say to v* say bye ma...
v: *say to g* i did!!
a: *say to friend* bye bye *turns towars the mother* hi aunty... :)
*walk out of kfc and walk towards mc ice cream*
g: can buy?
ice-cream fellow: must wait for 20 minutes...
*walk around jusco and queue at the counter*
walk back to the ice-cream fellow...
g: can buy edi?
ice-cream fellow: ya...
a: 4 cones please...
*waited*
g: why so small de? really half of normal...
then after eating going home tat time,
at the paying machine
M: wait ah... don't pay first...
c: can de la.. got plenty of time...
g: tine, card le?
c: not with mummy meh?
g: she says is with you...
c: haha... she tell you ar?
*g walk towards machine*
g: hello...
machine: please insert you ticket
c: do it again i wan video it
g: *walk towards the machine and do other stuff*
c: not this 1 la... i thought you doing the same 1...
a: ya lo... i also thought you going to do the same 1...
g: i go again lo...
a: don't need edi... g, got someone wanna pay... give way...
v: tine, done edi!
g: the card le?
c: give me la...
*tine put the ticket, g pay money*
m: how i go out?
c: go straight
m: a, nah. *giving me the receipt*
c: mother, not give tat la
*tine pass me the ticket*
m: not tat 1 ar?
c: no la...
*laughter in the car*
a: *puts in the ticket with the whole body facing out*
m: wonder how drivers put inside...
a: mummy got 1 time go down to take...
*laughter again*
~~~~story ends~~~~ :)
last 2 days i got dreams at night...
last 2 days ago, i dream of my dog hugging me...
not really my dog...
just a dog tat i always feed...
don't care!
she's mine... :D
oh well, back to the story...
she suddenly jumped at me and hug me...
really give me a shock...
___next story___
last night, i dream of j♡♡♡♡♡...
kinda nice le...
it started like this...
the place was half majodi, half cic church...
then weather was a raining day...
it was at night...
no umbrella used...
i found j's phone in the car...
it was purple...
kinda cool phone..
i open his picture and saw many handsome picture of him...
i fall in love with his picture...
he looks damn handsome lo...
you guys should see...
haha... *think back*
its impossible for you guys to see...
what am i talking?
oh well, continue again... :)
i was seeing his phone then i saw j...
i called him over and ask him come over...
at that time i was standing at a high place... and j was standing at a low place...
not really tat high la...
i ask j to carry me...
conversation was like this
a: i wan you carry me...
j: okay... come la... i carry you...
a: don't wan la... later you make me fall down...
j: won't la... you must trust me...
*i sit on the high place then j carry me*
he carry me was like this
is exactly like tat but plus carrying up la... :)
then j carry me while walking...
suddenly my aunt came...
i ask j to put me down cause i have to go with my aunt...
destroy my perfect dream... *sorry*
after j put me down, he squeeze out the water from my hair and told me
j: go home go bath kay? later you'll get sick... i'll get worry bout you...
me: don't worry... i'll be fine...
*hug j then go in the car*
♡❤♡story ends ♡❤♡
really happy with tat dream...
can feel his love and care for me...
maybe because 2 days ago i went to carefour then saw a teenager couple damn sweet...
they was like...
aiyah don't noe how to say...
but then hor, i feel jealous... :x
*wish he treats me like tat*
then i keep envying them until i dream like tat... :D
dream satisfy me edi...
thank you dream... :)
