On 22 april...

Grandma went to hospital...

actually is only to treat backsore...

but after a fully check up grandma have to stay...


29 April 2010...

I went to see grandma...

she didn't open her eyes...

it makes me wanna cry...

seeing grandma suffer so much really hurts me...

as i wanna leave, i hug grandma and cried...

i really can't bear to let her go...

but PANDA said before it is better to let her go then to let her suffer...


TO GRANDMA:

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...

EVEN IF IT IS HARD TO LET GO BUT KNOWING YOU'LL GO BACK TO GOD MAKES ME FEEL TAT YOU'LL BE HAPPY AND SAFE...

YOU TAKE CARE OF ME SINCE YOUNG...

YOU MAKE FLOWERS FOR ME AND I' PROUD OF IT...

YOU ALWAYS REMIND US TO DRY OUR HAIR AND MAKE US EAT...

YOU'RE ALWAYS WORRIED BOUT US...

YOU NEVER TELL ANYONE TAT U'RE SUFFERING...

YOU ALWAYS KEEP TO YOURSELF...

SEEING YOU HURT I FEEL BAD AND USELESS...

I REGRET FOR NOT TAKING CARE OF YOU...

POPO, I'M SORRY I WAS RUDE TO YOU...

YOU LOVE ME SO MUCH BUT I TOOK IT FOR GRANTED...

I SCARE I'LL LOSE YOU...

POPO, PLS FORGIVE ME IF I EVER HURT YOU...

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

TO PANDA:

I'M SORRY I DIDN'T FORGET BOUT HIM THEN LOVE YOU...

I WILL DO MY BEST TO LET IT GO...

PLS STAY BY ME NO MATTER WAD...

I JUST NEED MORE TIME...

I THOUGHT I WILL BE LIKE LAST TIME, AFTER FOR A WHILE I'LL LET GO...

BUT THIS TIME I NEED LONGER TIME..

I PUT MY WHOLE HEART LOVING HIM...

BUT I STILL DIDN'T BE A GOOD EX...

I HOPE I CAN BE A BEST GF YOU EVER HAD...

I PROMISE I'LL LET GO AND FORGET HIM...

DON'T STOP LOVING ME LE... :)